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Sunday, May 30, 2004

Wah...stills feels as though i am rocking up n down in the waves... my arms are nice n dark now real cool. The sun was super powerful haha. Got my one star now but the stupid school have dunno wat dumb problem wif the edusave or sth den cannot get the certificate. Haizz so lousy... tomorrow still got the dragon boating...wah lao gotta go sleep le -_-zZZZzzzZ.....

The storm in my heart... Tryin to get the vessel which i can settle with... Been ignored by so many vessels before...I am slowly sinking...drowning...drifting away... But succumbing is'nt an option...

Justin fell in love 5/30/2004 10:30:00 PM

Saturday, May 29, 2004

Wah had a wonderful day out at sea today changi sea sports club kayakin....good tan hehe...miss usa on now gonna make this blog short haha erm....nothin much le k

Does the flute go along with the guitar better or the clarinet? Hmmm....

Justin fell in love 5/29/2004 11:06:00 PM

Friday, May 28, 2004

ODAC ltc camp comin up had meeting today then b ball trainin then karate trainin haha shiok ah! So many things happening so quickly dunno how...madness Kayaking @ 930 tomorrow -_-'' then on sunday too...then on monday got dragon boating...must endure...
Does the sax sound betta than the guitar?...Izzit b cos you are more used to the sound of the sax cos of frequently listening to it...try listening to the guitar...the six strings to the heart...

Honour your gods, Love your woman, Defend your country.

Gods envy us.They envy us because we are mortal. Every moment could be our last. Everythin's more beautiful because we are doomed

Justin fell in love 5/28/2004 11:30:00 PM

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Troy was wonderful had all the aspects of a good show heh=) Damn those pactorials...hahaz must train till like them liddat. Had Yoshinoya for dinner, the superb ambience never fails to please me haha nice Jap pop songs playin in the back ground all the Jap words on the walls and the soft tender beef. Wat the heck am i doin sial helpin them advertise ah :P lol. N e wayz guitar lesson today was not bad had to play 3 lines for the class hahaz made one stupid mistake played E instead of Am -_-" Shall end with a splendid quote from Troy...

Honour your gods, Love your woman, Defend your country.

Justin fell in love 5/27/2004 10:51:00 PM

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Wah had the wonderful Geylang "Tao Hueh" haha one bowl hot one and one bowl cold de =P ... Before that still ate herbal chicken, sting ray and kang kong for dinner. Kayakin today sucked almost came in last just one position away from that.. haizz... sueh. Kinda my fault too din steer properly. Arg gotta get on wif mah GP homework le ks... Think i gonna watch Troy tomorrow...

The storm in my heart... Tryin to get the vessel which i can settle with... Been ignored by so many vessels before...I am slowly sinking...drowning...drifting away... But succumbing is'nt an option...

Justin fell in love 5/26/2004 09:55:00 PM

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Printin out Chords n Tabs now...smallville start le today's bio quiz got 7.5/12 lol knew the Qns. b 4 hand haiz still do so badly..sux. Tomorrow got dragon boating. Had pasta this after noon wah now feels like undigestion:p hahaz.kk end here today./

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
And I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

Justin fell in love 5/25/2004 10:19:00 PM

Monday, May 24, 2004

GOT Under My Skin!!! Finaly hahaha so happy lol. Tomorrow got bio "quiz" yupz hope can do well as usual (hope onli) hahaz... gonna watch Jurassic Park now hehe.

Well gettin over sth isnt dat hard a wound cud heal n just leave a scar the thing is is the scar big or small... Well i am kinda askin to be hurt a new wound seems to be approachin...hope it doesnt become 1...
-Methyl-indium CarboHydride-

Justin fell in love 5/24/2004 10:36:00 PM

Sunday, May 23, 2004

Just finished packin bag n stuff...usual boring sunday afternoon without much activity. Kinda like i this way though haha can go play some stupid computer games or sth liddat...maybe can train guitar oso.hahaz...

Well gettin over sth isnt dat hard a wound cud heal n just leave a scar the thing is is the scar big or small... Well i am kinda askin to be hurt a new wound seems to be aproachin...

Justin fell in love 5/23/2004 05:08:00 PM

Saturday, May 22, 2004

Man U n Millwall now 2-0...Just had Jack's place damn shiok hahaz had a NZ Sirlon den went no.4 uncle's house and cut my tiramisu cake. Erm...think i gonna play gb le =)

Well gettin over sth isnt dat hard a wound cud heal n just leave a scar the thing is is the scar big or small... Well i am kinda askin to be hurt a new wound seems to be aproachin...

Justin fell in love 5/22/2004 11:32:00 PM

Thursday, May 20, 2004

As time passes one will have to move on get on with livin... life to the fullest...heh...

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Justin fell in love 5/20/2004 10:59:00 PM

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

K 4 more days to the release of Under My Skin...checkin some avril stuff out now. Wellz juz as i expected...screwed up me maths paper today and erm...sucked @ chinese oral haizz... wat a loser one failure after another...wellz...time to buck up justin... no use just tellin yrself that dude...lolx which is usually wat i'll do...hmmmm din get to play my Ibanez today...really wanna play da Onimusha 3 damn no time...wth man.

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
Your better off that way

Justin fell in love 5/19/2004 10:46:00 PM

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Tomorrow got the stupid maths test think i'll fail as usual...sux ah...haizz... Then training after school then maths tuition lol as usual... Just got to know Mich...

i was a surfer boy...she said see ya later boy...i was'nt good enough for her...

Justin fell in love 5/18/2004 10:31:00 PM

Monday, May 17, 2004

Played basketball for PE today was damn shiok. Heh 1st time i managed to get away being topless for PE haha! Hmmz...got maths test on wednesday think i'll most likely flunk as usual sux like totally. Jaysern does not need to go for school tomorrow and wednesday freakin hell man! So shiok haizz...those were the days lol(sound so old).
Aiya... feels so demoralising and disappointing....another rejection to my title... like such a bloody loser. Nvm...i'll still carry on tryin heh...

i was a surfer boy...she said see ya later boy...i was'nt good enough for her...

Justin fell in love 5/17/2004 09:45:00 PM

Sunday, May 16, 2004

Dun have much time to blog now lol going tuition as usual later going dragon boating. Soccer this morning was not bad heh did a few good goals...hmmm...yeah...tryin to get over it the final reply has turned out to be a no...
nothin much need to be said...

i was a surfer boy...she said see ya later boy...i was'nt good enough for her...

Justin fell in love 5/16/2004 12:52:00 PM

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Fine day today, just finished chinese homework. Feels like a perfect weekend heh. Later going kallang river for Kayaking hope can get a nice tan hehe... Eo2 shud b having her break now, between her training haizz...wats happening why's she not answering any of my calls and even when she answers its some one else on the line... that totally sux. Haizz....

I'm here without u baby..but yr still on my lonely mind..i think about u baby and i dream about u all the time...

Justin fell in love 5/15/2004 11:28:00 AM

Friday, May 14, 2004

YEAh 14th today! Just had a superb day out with my class and miss angela quek was so sporting 04s07 ROCKX!!!! Lol cant blog much today gotta tend to my presents hehe my new electric guitar is so cool! Even got onto TV for 2 seconds lol with my elven ears @ the science centre.hahaz... Real good fun today...
ONli have 2 wishes this b day....that everyone stays healthy and cheerful. And that i wud win the heart of some 1 of my dreams...

I'm here without u baby..but yr still on my lonely mind..i think about u baby and i dream about u all the time...

Justin fell in love 5/14/2004 10:59:00 PM

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Funny...i blogged yesterday but da post din appear... hmm.. nvm. Anyways i got my GUITAR!!! lol yay heh feels much betta now heh. But haizz..still got dat stupid chem SPA tomorrow. sux. Have to go mug... arg... later got guitar lesson summore siao liao i think have to stay till 1130 again...haizz....went to report to the school my lost oso..totally sux...
...Din get to talk to u yesterday...called back but no answer...is wat u wrote on yr blog meant for me? have u actually seen my blog these few days?....hope it is....

*sighzz*... i really like ya...eo2...when will u respond to my endless call... just move on and accept me...*sighzz*

Justin fell in love 5/13/2004 06:58:00 PM

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

Bloggin in the library again... haizz...feels so uncomfortable lol like no privacy liddat=P. My blog got fucked up! Cant believe it the beautiful Yuna got taken over by some stupid Angelfire ad! dammit dunno how to settle that... nvm worry bout that laterz... Haizz...she's havin her chinese paper today...hope she's ok. heh...so...guess da answer's sth like "dun wanna get into any relationship this year"...haizz...

I am willing to goto any means required of me...if u cud just let me...i would'nt mind not being to see u so regularly all as long as i cud rest know that ur training or busy doin work n not with some 1 else...dat's all dat matters to me...trust...

*sighzz*... i really like ya...eo2...when will u respond to my endless call... just move on and accept me...*sighzz*

Justin fell in love 5/11/2004 12:18:00 PM

Monday, May 10, 2004

Hmmm...blogger has new layout not a very user friendly one. Got a golden hammer from dax cool eh? hehe Got one essay to do summore sux ah... Haizz... nothin much today school was as boring as usual heh... hmmmm think i go gb a little while 1st...sianz...

*sighzz*... i really like ya...eo2...when will u respond to my endless call... will it be sth i'd be delighted to hear?...being unable to see u is such a torture...*sighzz*

Justin fell in love 5/10/2004 06:33:00 PM

Sunday, May 09, 2004

Just finished chinese homework. Going for tuition @ 1...nothin much happening watched shaolin showdown lol missed ppg and sponge bob arg lol. Sianz ah nothin to do eh...din have soccer this morning. Ah mong kor kor cud'nt go and jaysern has a slight fever. Today's mother's day dunno wot we're gonna do. Think i'll have to go check wot homework i've got. Cant wait for next friday after the stupid science pract then all will be enjoy!
Haizz...could'nt talk last nite cos some1 else was on the line...hus dat i wonder...izzit another dude:(?...have i got no more chance? history repeatin itself over n over on me? hate dat!...hurts me so...help me...only one can do so...:'(
waited on friday nite for about half an hour or so den all i got was "hey sorry"....den no more reply....:'(...ahhhhh....i am comin apart....

*sighzz*... i really like ya...eo2...when will u respond to my endless call... will it be sth i'd be delighted to hear?...being unable to see u is such a torture...*sighzz*

Justin fell in love 5/09/2004 12:56:00 PM

Saturday, May 08, 2004

Got the bands done chose white, dun really care bout the meanin already. Will most likely be gettin the electric by next week...hehe just came out from a long dinner wif dad n some of his frens yeah. Today's songfest was wonderful everyone was superb...all the talents showcased beautiful...if onli i had that special some 1 to enjoy the concert wif...haizz...

*sighzz*... i really like ya...eo2...when will u respond to my endless call... will it be sth i'd be delighted to hear?...being unable to see u is such a torture...*sighzz*

Justin fell in love 5/08/2004 11:07:00 PM

Friday, May 07, 2004

Wah first time doin me blog on my uncle's com. Heh spent a whole day drifting around doin nothin much lol. Got meself 3 new yoyos a vid-e-yo, a bumblebee gt and an ace(blue one). got to run 12x1 today =) so happy hehe but we came in 5th if i am not wrong lolx combined with 04s01. Da chicken rice i had wif no. 10 uncle @ bugis was quite good lol hard fight wif bedok reservoir's... found an ibanez going for $350 including amp pic and tuner! cool eh black one summore. gonna tell dad bout it.
haiz....still feeling so alone...so single...='( help me...
*sighzz*... i just cant get u outta my mind...eo2...when will u respond to my endless call... will it be sth i'd be delighted to hear?...*sighzz*

Justin fell in love 5/07/2004 05:58:00 PM

Thursday, May 06, 2004

Hmmm....just returned from guitar next week must pay fees again -_-! so ex sial. We're just gettin started on the Romanc De Amor i think the grade 1 exam piece. FINALLY! lol
Tomorrow no lesson! yay!! heh but today's chem test i think i am quite confident i'll fail...lolz Not runnin in anything tomorrow. Really sux...feel so helpless haizz...
Went for Yoshinoya again today...sat there wif daniel, jz and cheng wei discussing the chalet thingy for bout 30mins liddat lol.
*sighzz*... i just cant get u outta my mind...eo2...when will u respond to my endless call... will it be sth i'd be delighted to hear?...*sighzz*

Justin fell in love 5/06/2004 10:21:00 PM

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Played hockey for SPE today...half my protein drunk by me frens-_-! Stupid eh lol...Got chem test tomorrow...sux man think i'll go sleep a while 1st then tonite chiong. Dunno how i got LTC and class chalet on the same days if i am not wrong...jia lut. ARG!! nvm will see how then...den next Saturday got some night cycling summore...wah lao dilemma...haiz..go sleep le nvm...

I'm here without u baby..but yr still on my lonely mind..i think about u baby and i dream about u all the time...

Justin fell in love 5/05/2004 04:33:00 PM

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

Din blog yesterday in fear of some stupid virus dunno some worm or wat. Just came back from a meal of Yoshinoya heh the student's deal rox. Sipping coffee waitin for a reply from her...haizz ...
Made a new fren Jenson from the TM Yamaha lol cant wait to get my electric...
Sigh..am i really dat skinny?! She said i am skinny...=( haizz wth man... Gotta go mug le got... chinese tuition summore sux....

I'm here without u baby..but yr still on my lonely mind..i think about u baby and i dream about u all the time...

Justin fell in love 5/04/2004 06:01:00 PM

Sunday, May 02, 2004

Soccer this mornin was not too bad. Me n no.9 uncle in one team. We won by bout 6 or 7 balls hehe=) Slept from 11 till bout 1230 after dat. Tuition's @ 1330 hope i dont doze of like i always do:p... Anywayz got crossing borders later @ esplanade, kinda looking forward to it heh. Though it wud have been so much better if i had a hand to hold to the concert...=( haizz....

I'm here without u baby..but yr still on my lonely mind..i think about u baby and i dream about u all the time...

Justin fell in love 5/02/2004 12:57:00 PM

Saturday, May 01, 2004

Just finished playing gunbound. Guess i'll be spending the rest of the afternoon doing work. Yah...haizz chem test next week on thursday. Den got GP test on saturday sux eh. Nvm tomorrow got Crossing Borders not too bad can lax a little. Feelin kinda worn out after yesterdays trainingS lol sorta like da feelin though makes me feel more alive haha. Wonder if we'll be going n e where tonite...

Well I could see, you home with me, but you were with another man, yea!I know we, ain't got much to say, before I let you get away, yea!I said, are you gonna be my girl?Well, so 1,2,3, take my hand and come with me because you look so fine and i really wanna make you mine.I say you look so fine that I really wanna make you mine.

Justin fell in love 5/01/2004 12:58:00 PM