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Thursday, February 10, 2005

Well... waiting for ages yet no reply then one miss call makes me shudder... argggsss.... time just ticks on mercilessly...nothing's falling into place just apart. Must i be trapped in this vicious cycle forever? Damn...

Just managed to get back my losses today @ in between though it was'nt so good on dad's side. well everything's not going nicely...maybe this is the bumpy part of the river...

Sometimes silence can indeed be deafening...such a horrible noise that cold pespiration starts oozing out of your pores all over your body... then a simple pleasent buzz of your handphone vibrating against your table can block out all that noise and bring light upon all the darkness...

~Omaewa Yiorui~

Justin fell in love 2/10/2005 11:30:00 PM

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

1st day of the year of the Rooster hahaha Kockadoodleedoo... (Nian chu yi). Just had breakfast looking forward to a nice day.

However...still no reply from her... Valentine's day seem to be slowly fading away. When some 1 does not reply to your messages wot does it mean? Can it possibly be a good sign? Or is it something like "please stop bothering me i have no interest in you"...

Arg... wateva it is gonna have a lil fun these few days maybe win a few bucks hehe.

A simple smile can brighten up my day... but seeing her with someone else can turn darken everything... what can i do to change it?

~Omaewa Yiorui~

Justin fell in love 2/09/2005 10:20:00 AM

Monday, February 07, 2005

Today i offcially get the confirmation that i will be the throwers' IC. Nothing much to celebrate about though, life goes on as usual.

Still feeling down in the dumps though its already Chinese New year... Nothing much can be done though this pain lingers forever it seems... Though CNY's like the only relax time i've got...

N e ways not tomorrow will be a nice day most likely got only 4 periods hope can visit mr tan on time. There'll be this SMC meeting on Feb 19 yeah not sure if can make it.

A simple smile can brighten up my day... but seeing her with someone else can turn darken everything... what can i do to change it?

~Omaewa Yiorui~

Justin fell in love 2/07/2005 10:38:00 PM

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

LIfe really is like a box of chocolates...no one really knows what he'll get when he opens the box. It may be chocolates with caramel in them or chocolates with wine in them... However some chocolates apparently taste bitter while others are sweet. I am beginning to drift away in my line of thought... arg....
How saddening it is when you see a ray of light at the end of the tunnel and when u suddenly realise the beauty of the light some one has already blocked it out from view...
Well... from the tone i set u can tell i am in a rather down state. Time waits for no one and it looks like this coming Valentine's will be a bachelor affair once more. Just never seem to go any where in pursuing love. Wellz just found out the SACian's name...Shirlene "loserishly" added her on msn(think she'll most likely not approve). Apparently also looks like Wei Liang and her are coexisting real well cos he's an ~ogl~ then had a chance to interact n get to know the J1s how lucky eh.
How i hope life could just make a turn for the better...

~justin~

Justin fell in love 2/01/2005 10:38:00 PM

Indulgence...

An outcast from the twisting nether[Justin] indulged in a whirlpool of love, hatred and troubles. He walks through [20] years of his lifetime, seeking power since [1987]. He's dead... no one will be able to save him... murdered by love...

Souls of Heaven...

Love and Lies...